memory of which i had desire to follow

well nothing much to read about though,copied from one's diary

Dec 12, 2006

i'm a god believer or his hatred

so days went on as for me,a normal confessor working in a church,in belgium. i lived in belgium for over 20 years, my mother is a japanese and my father ia a belgian. i worked with my sis , fey katsuragi orochi.i lived in the church with alot of orphans.but one day when the terrorist attacked belgium i didnt know why must mychurch to be the first one attacked.i almost fainted and so i asked the governor.he just cosed his eyes and said that this problem is only one of government aid.i for a second,who still believe in god , asked him why must i went through this things so i cried and sleep,and prayed.

my mind was set and my body cant do anything or two about my thinking.i wanted to become a terrorist to pay back what they had done to me and the orphans living place.so i became terrorist for 4 years not forgetting everything i met with a women,younger than me, who was called as angel,whom i presume was a big terrorist in japan.she hire young kids who were still innocent and taught them about BLOOD.with happy mind,i joined forces with her and have my name as "Beast".

and so the 4th year of my career as terrorist when i was in japan,i read about this guy who was a bodyguard from a night world,who protect anyone even if the person hired him was a bad guy.i was impressed with him as he suffered alot too.he lost his right arm,wife,sons and his family.it was because he,the ex-elite forces,who was trying to catch butterfly,terrorist of that time,but infact he went to the hospital where his son was lying on and his wife who sitting down beside his son to look for them.but its too late,the terrorist had put a bomb into his son body.even tough he was the best bomb tamer but he couldnt stop that "live" bomb which can be activated by running and explode if u stop running and the way to stop the thing was to find the password

so i carried out my plan,to find him and test him.i caught 4 guy from police force but joined angel and a girl called as chiciro kurushima who was taught by angel to Kill and who became the assistant of that bodyguard.so i put on them a vest consist of a kg bomb.first 2 victim were those police .and so i chose the next victims,not exactly chose,but a voluntary, the girl.she asked me what is the purpose of angel doing terrorism and taught her the killing stuff and she voluntereed herself to be the victim and to find the answer.

i passed on this mesage to her,if u run and pass by the bodyguard ask him to go to the church below the hill and i will passed him the password to stop the bomb.and she did pass the message to the bodyguard.and before he came i had knock down another bodyguard who wa hired by my sis who intended to stop me and woke me up from my terrorising dream.and before they both came i prepared a living bomb too on myself,it was activated by my heartbeats and stop if my heart beats stop.

i hold a magnum 1.3 inch callibre and shot at the bodyguard.i knew that when i shot the gun rapidly it will caused it to explode but i ignored it.it exploded and i said to the bodyguard "chiciro had a best believe on,so you shall go and have this password to her".he ignored me and took his item , bomb taming item and he started to take out the bomb from my body,and i shouted "hey hey" and he replied me :"try to believe in human first before god" he took out my bomb vest and looked for the password.it was a number from a bible so he called his mates and put on the pasword.

my sis went to my place where i gun battling with the bodyguard and she said again the number of the bible and she said the meaning : if only soddom had 50 people who believe me i will release all of the rest who became traitor".and she cried

i replied to her and said :"well guess maybe one day i wanted to believe to human living first before god".and after that i was caught by the police and sent to my hometown to be executed.

and i prayed for the souls that i have killed to rest in peace,amen.