12 july when i first saw her,her name was nad i thought she was just a normal kids haha but the next day ,while she was reading comic book,i'd got a plan to be her friend.so i ran to her and grabbed her book and started running around.she chased me and that was fun.and from there i treated her as my friend,and that made me recall as if tt she was my first and the only friend (for girl).i asked for her help coz i fell i love to a girl called nic and she gave me options, a lot hahah but i got rejected. i really wished to talk to her more and say thank but she like dun care much or less as if she was being played.i didnt care much or less about her feeling that time.I just love to ask her to play game with me, asking for her help and so on.sry to treated u like a child on that day and december came we didnt contact ech other.
January came i just got into a school,and she too got into a school but then i saw an angel in my school yet i asked her for her opinion and options again.she did give me alot of opinion and she even agreed to call the angel.that moment i just say a mere "thank you".and after that we didnt come to contact anymore.
february came i told her actually i like her, but that was when my friend and i try to gamble about her feeling.if she said she like me also my friend will ahve to pay me and so did the other way.but out of the common sense she said yes to.i was shocked but had to say tt i hate myself of playing her heart.
march till june i completely did not contact nor receive her message.
july came and that was when i moved house to 23rd floor in trellis tower.so i was damn bored but luckily when i browse through my contact number i saw her name.and i strated to sms her.near the 23th day she asked me out with abunch of ppl,old friend and yeah things werent that bad as i thought.she was played by her friend about the seating arrangement ad i sat beside her.and after i went back, i smsed her and asked wad was she doing,she scolded me and asked "why u keep asking me about i do every time,are u my mother" so i just relied as wad my feeling says,"that's becoz i like ya"and from then i dun noe why started to like her.
august arrived and yet i still waited for her,so i smsed her and we went for our 2nd outing,with that lots of ppl again.yet nothing special happened
septembre just as same as last time nothing special happened
octobre we bid farewell coz we were going back to our hometown
november i kept on smsing her
december same,kept smsing her
january came and it was lady luck who was smiling to me.when i smsed her and i called her we didnt talk much coz i was doing my math homework and i was a GODDAMMIT boring guy by nature.so after we finished chatting she smsed me and it goes like this "hey thank for your call today although i was boring and oh yeah i forgot to reply ur question last time ,i also like u.=D well i dun really scared to say this coz we wont be couple". i was happy that i flied around my room,shouting but with a lil bit dissapointment too haha.
february nothing happened to me but i became crazy in school xD but well i didnt notice that i could become crazy over her.
march came and i kept smsing her (again and again) until the fifth month where she suddenly said we shud just be a friend.my heart was broken at once but well i just continued my life,and my mind filled with boredness now and then.
june i tld her it was my birth day which is exactly 29 day before hers and i tried ot ask her out but she said she cant T.T
july she asked me out again (with tt bunch of ppl again) and well i couldnt care much or less now but it was for her birthday too so well i decided to go.and i forgot to bought her present but well on that moment she gave my bday present.i felt sorry for her it was supposed to be me giving her instead of she giving me
august nothing happened much to my life either septembre too accept that around agust the 20 she asked me to make her a poem
and so when october came i couldnt say i like it or not coz final exam coming and so i didnt have time to relax ..
octobre 16th when my friend,the first girl that i like a long time ago,nic , birthday i didnt even remeber her day of bday,and the 19th when i was walking with my friend back home,she smsed me,the girl that i like,and asked me out i was so damnit happy,so i just said yes coz this was our outing without anybody...we wacthed movie,i looked at her while she ate,funny though hahah and i couldnt really think this day existed..
november came and i had to work in my home town,she didnt really wish to sms me so i sms her first (as usual)
and so until now,december i just hope tt she could be happy and this is the poem that she wanted,hope she could read it some how=P
What if
what if i smiled when u said u hate me
what if u nvr see me but my shadow do
what if i smile with u behind ur back when u are happy
what if i cheer u up when are sad
what if i makes jokes while u cry
and what if u knew tt u had made my heart a painful deep scars?
well all i want is to know u happy all the time
